My fist time here……Back in 06……Naive….Yes

October 26, 2006

Today is the first day of my blog! Lets start with today and my current situation. I am working full time saving money and waiting for next semester to start up in January of 2007. I’m trying to get all my pre-med courses out of the way, even though I yet have taken any Chemistry… I many of the pre-req’s are hard courses but at the same time I can’t wait to take them. You prob. think that I am crazy and I don’t have a life but who cares. Ever since I can remember Science has fascinated me, and I guess it’s been the mystery involved within science as well as the challenges that have driven me. I’m not one of those people who carelessly state “I have wanted to become a doctor all my life” without truly knowing what they do or what they go through. But what I do know that I’m determined and willing to fight for what I want and believe I can achieve. I have wanted to become a doctor now for quit some time now. It has been revolving around my mind and self-oppressed in the back of my head for years. I’ve never thought that I could make it, that I could in fact become a doctor.


I’ve switched majors and minors like crazy; first it was business, then it was engineering, then drafting, then back to engineering, oh wait then Dental Hygiene ( my brother’s one), and several others that can’t remember! But I chose medicine as the real passion that I want to pursue in the end. At first I was real skeptical about medicine, I spent a long time focusing only on the negative side of things in order to really make sure that this was what I trully wanted. I looked into so much of the negatives, that half of those thing’s alone would make people turn away quickly, but like I said this neither just an “Emotion” nor an “Easy” choice. A couple months before my decision, I would find myself telling people in random conversation’s what I wanted to do with my life, and I would always end it with “yeah I’m thinking about becoming a (blank), but if I could, I would become a Doctor!”. People would get mad at me and frantically say WHY NOT??? They would say why not then; why not become a doctor? I hadn’t realized it, but I was automatically limiting myself to only certain things that I thought I could only achieve…

This is it for today, until tomorrow. What I want to leave you with is, follow your heart and don’t EVER limit yourself because you think your not as intelligent or as smart as the next kid!! As an SDN‘er re-quoted once:

“Your biggest challenge isn’t someone else. It’s the ache in your lungs
and the burning in your legs, and the voice inside you that yells
‘CAN’T”, but you don’t listen. You just push harder. And then you hear
the voice whisper ‘can’. And you discover that the person you thought
you were is no match for the one you really are.” – Unknown




3 Responses to “My fist time here……Back in 06……Naive….Yes”

  1. Anonymous Says:

    Ahhhhhhhhhhhh !! ehehe just testing the comment thing to see ifit was working huh gueass it is…….

  2. Anonymous Says:

    Don’t save yourself through God… save yourself by being yourself. In each of us there is plenty of good that does not have to be derived from a higher power. Your true self probably isn’t who you were being before. Have confidence in YOURSELF not someone else – even if that someone else is God.

  3. Inevitable Says:

    Yes that is true in each of us there is a good that we might not realize at times. But I believe in myself and God, me knowing that the God I believe in is the God without a doubt that saved me from that bad in me the bad that almost destroyed my life completely. As some believe maybe there isn’t a God maybe God is not real, but the reality is that he is real. He lives. How do I know? I know because I can feel him I know because at the moment when I didn’t have enough strength when I knew I couldn’t go on anymore I turned to him and he saved me he gave me strength that I thought I could never gain. Some say awe thats just you talking or ah that was your own strength and you believed what you wanted to believe in the moment. But when I tell you that I know that I know it’s true I know. But you are free to believe whatever you want and express your ideas with freedom, after all who am I to judge you and your mistakes and to try to convince you. No thats not my job, its your job to decide if you want better if your tired of the life your living at times when you feel cornered and you feel so helpless that you know you can’t help yourself. God Bless

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